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March 30 The Song For Me!!!<object width="425" height="350"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Q47zqa3ebdQ"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Q47zqa3ebdQ" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="350"></embed></object> <br><a href="http://www.completealbumlyrics.com/single/Leona+Lewis/" title="Leona Lewis lyrics">Leona Lewis</a> - <a href="http://www.completealbumlyrics.com/lyric/132306/Leona+Lewis+-+Better+In+Time.html" title="Better In Time lyrics">Better In Time lyrics</a> March 25 Words mean so much!!!JET - LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE.
Take my photo off the wallIf it just wont sing for youCause all thats left has gone awayAnd there is nothing here for you to prove
Oh look what you've doneYou've made a fool of everyoneOh well it seems like such funTill you loose what you had won
Give me back my point of viewCause i just cant think for youI can hardly hear you sayWhat should i do, well you choose
Oh look what you've doneYou've made a fool out of everyoneOh well, it seems like such funUntill you loose what you had won.
xxx
March 24 Words to a song - sums it up really!!This is a song ive just listened to the words and i havent done b4, glad i did now!!!
This is what you left me
Im not pretending
No hope, No love, No glory
No Happy Ending
This is the way that we love
Like its forever
Then live the rest of our life
But not together
Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Cant get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, i guess i wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story that ive ever told
No hope, No love, No glory
Happy Endings gone forever more
I feel as if i feel as if im wasted
And im wasting everyday
2 o'clock in the morning, something on my mind
Cant get no rest, keep walkin round
If i pretend that nothing ever went wrong, i can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carry on
This is the way you left me
Im not pretending
No hope, No love, No glory
No Happy Ending
This is the way that we love
Like its forever
Then live the rest of our life
But not together
Well there ya go another song that i think with go down well, cos it is so true to my life at the moment
 xx
February 14 Song That Says It AllNow this is a song i have found that sums up the the way i feel about the past.....This is for u Lee.
When i think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I'll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When i look back
On these days
I'll look back and see your face
You were right there for me
Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And i always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh i owe so much to you
You were right there for me
'Cause i always saw in you
My light, my strength
And i want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep apart
Of you with me
And everywhere i am
There your be
Well thats just how things used to be and its mainly for when i had my car crash cos without him i wouldnt be here today...but its funny how things can be lost so quickly!!!
XXX
"Its Time To Let Go"Omg what a begining to a year ive had.....
Well me and Lee are no longer together can ya believe it...5 years wasted harsh but true, but im better this time then any other time we have split up which im happy to say...i mean i get my bad days but im goin to...he's bin in my life forever (25 years in total) and he has the audecity to slag my family off for the way they treated me and he's gone and done the same....makes me laugh...he also HATES liers and thats what hes done to me and about me dunno how long for which makes me laugh even more, but he's the one who looks the prick the two bob twat!! Im so hurt cos of all the promises and the plans we had made, if thats what he didnt want to do then why make them!!
He was havin an affair or was goin to be with someone else and he couldnt be truthful with me, how guttless is that, it would have hurt the truth but at least it would have bin better then him cryin and tryin to make a good accuse to leave
So he sat on my sofa new years day and cried and said he didnt want to be here no more....no i know cos ya got some other slag (who i know can ya believe) all because he couldn keep it in his pants or he didnt want to keep it in his pants, but now he has made his bed!!!
So i throw him out new years day....
Its now six weeks down the line and im ok...but the thing im findin really hard it that above all else he was my best mate of 25 years thats all my life and i just cant turn it on and off like a light switch (i wish i fuckin could!!) and to betray someone the way he has me.....i just cant get my head around it at all. i trusted him with my life and i loved him with all my heart...proves how wrong u can be about people who u think ya know!!
Alot of people got hurt in this that really didnt need to be and im sorry for that....but he thinks bein with some young tart thats 13 years younger then him is goin to keep his youth...but he has a big shock comin to him....lol (Now that really makes me laugh!!) Just act ya age...cos ya aint gettin younger and ya never will.
Dont know why im goin to type this but i feel i have to because i have to be truthful to my self (something he has no clue about)...
Whats really doin my head in is that i still love him and i think i always will hes bin with me forever and after everything he has done to me ggrrrr....its true what they say about love and hate how they are nearly the same emotion...but he has fucked my life up for to long now and im not goin to let him do it to me anymore its time to move on....
There are two things that to different people said to me once
1) If u want something new tomorrow do something different today!! (wise words Lee ty)
And
2) What dont break you will only make u stronger!! (Ty mum ur soooo right!!)
Im not goin to say sorry for anything ive said on this cos thats the way i feel and Lee u always said that i have to get to grips with the way i feel about things and let it be known....well i think ive done that and i feel so much better...ty for those kind words, shame its backfired....lol
So i will end this by sayin "Its time to let go"
I already have....
XXX
November 19 NoneWell ello every 1
Just a quick blog to say hi, how are we all!!??
Its now sunday and im a little tipsy and im speakin to my partner on the pc even tho hes about 5 foot away from me....lol
Well hope u all had a good day!!??
Happy Days
xxx
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